Wanna become a doctor when I grow up!

Exactly what I thought of!

I've been listing down the pros and cons of the courses I would wanna take for my degree studies. Funny how medic still got it all though I've been against it since few years back.

It's like, the more I think, the more medic wins!

This is because I believe that I am sent here on earth to learn and explore the world. There has never been any contract between me and Allah that I must study this and not that. Allah tells us to study. To learn. To seek for knowledge. His ilm is as wide as the ocean. Perhaps even wider. Wallahualam.

And when I think about it, Ibu and Ayah's faces appeared on my mind. Them. I want to make them happy. I know that they would be beyond ecstatic to know. And only in their blessings will I find Allah's. I believe that if I make them happy and grant their wishes, Allah will eases my way. If He wills. He gives me life. He knows what I need.

I kept on thinking about the purpose of living. That is to worship Him. And while living, there are some other things we need to do. We live to help one another. It's not that scientists or engineers don't. Of course they do. I believe that all kinds of halal job in the world actually do help others. Perhaps in ways we can't see. But Allah does.

I want to do this not for money. Not for fame. Not for the title. This is for my parents. For their blessings. For Allah's. For the people. For Allah. Lillahi ta'ala.