Another me.

Sometimes I don't get myself of still being stuck on you when I've been telling people around and myself that we are history. Actually, no. I told them and myself that nothing has ever happened between us. Simply because I want to erase all the memories I had with you. The good and the bad ones.

It's not that I want to start over the so-called special relationship thingy. But sometimes I wish I could rewind everything until day one. The day I first laid my eyes on you. I wouldn't regret the crush I've ever had on you. I would never regret the feelings I've been keeping for you. But I do regret telling and admitting that I do.

If I can turn back time, I'd take all my words back and let myself suffer alone. Because of how things are today, I wish I can erase the memory of me inside your mind and heart, so that I could say hi again to you, just as another new friend.

It's not that I want to stay or even be special to you. I can't stop wishing for the day that you'll meet her. The right her. So that you wouldn't suffer this much anymore. I see you as another me. It's just that I hope you can stay this strong and wait just a little more. You'll do well. Please, do well.