Results!

First sem results will be out soon. I mean very soon. Like very very soon. It is tomorrow! InsyaAllah. With the will of Allah, we will for the first time receive our official results slips tomorrow.

I can see 98% of PASUM students expressing their uneasiness and whatnot. And I am not one of them. I don't get it. I mean, these people who are deadly worrying were acting exactly this way for our midsem and turned out they got 7 and 8 A's out of 8 subjects.

They said things like 'I did horrible' 'how can I face my parents' and so on. I mean just look at how they are worrying over literally nothing! Which in a way made me feel bad. I got 4 A's during midsem. Bit disappointed I was, but I know I deserve it that much.

For me to be getting flawlessly perfect 4.0 does not guarantee me a happy life here in dunya and the hereafter. Of course I would be extremely delighted to get it, but somehow I think it is absolutely fine if I don't.

Let's stop worrying and make du'a. I have been imagining in my mind that my results are gonna be bad. Simply so that I won't feel extremely disappointed when I get it on my own bare hands.

Tawakal. To Allah I put everything. May Allah lend us all PASUM students enough strengths and that our hearts will be as soft as silk to be receiving the results. Amin. Goodnight.