A four days holiday it is for us PASUM students. Actually, correction. Hayat 1 PASUM students. There won't be any classes until Tuesday. And with that, the college are getting more and more vacant gradually.
Yet I don't feel like going home. I do miss Ibu and Ayah to an extend where I think I never have felt this way before. But I just don't feel like coming home. To face them, I don't have enough courage to do so. To watch their faces, their disappointed faces after seeing my results, I can't take it. I've been crying and crying nonstop even by just thinking about it.
It is very very very rare for me to be crying over the same thing again and again an again. But I'm losing this time. I can't bear watching their disappointed faces. Because of me. I can't.
It's Maghrib already. An it's raining heavily. Prayers are afdhal during rain time. So yeah bye.
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