Audition.

Auditioned for a performance on Malam Emas which will be held in February 2013 insyaAllah. I was the vocalist for female part in a band, sorta. Ju was the sexy bassist (lol), Faris aka Zombie played the guitar lead, or something. Izzat was the vocalist for male part, Fitri or Ogy was the cool drummer and Farah played the keyboard, which was beyond amazing.

I may say it was such a horrible experience for us, but hey. A bad experience is still an experience right? And I'm fine by it.

My singing was condemned quite harshly by the judges. I sang Skyfall and one of the judges compared my voice to Adele who has won hundreds of awards. I am rather devastated and horribly disappointed. But I'm giving my best shot in letting everything go.

I even saw one of the judges' tweet saying something like, 'there are many more people out there with voices better than her' and it hurts me like.. It is yet indescribable. I won't state who he is, but Allah knows how much this is hurting me.

This part of life seems to be attacking me now. All at once. I wouldn't wanna be ungrateful with what I have, therefore I am stopping here. For now.

P.s. I enjoyed the other band's performance so much! They're soooo cool! :D