Though it was sorta awkward sometimes and whatnot, but with differences in each and everyone made it somehow complete. With some humour and jokes, it was totally fun. Alhamdulillah.
We went out at 8, and got back exactly at 10. There were many things I realized tonight. And that is how close I am now with Sab, Ju and Marsya. And how my rage towards Apek could always disappear everytime we meet, no matter how furious I was. And also how close all of these people are kept inside this little heart of mine.
To be telling the truth, I often feel like keeping my heart in and try hard to keep my distance especially towards new friends. I am this one kind of person who hates hellos more than goodbyes. Because I believe hellos are the one who created goodbyes in the first place. But by being a classmate of Sab's and having our rooms next to each other, we eventually become closer and closer each day. Oh Allah, it is only You who can control our hearts and minds. I pray to You for a true friendship between us filled with Your blessings. Amin.
Anyway, Ju is asking me to join her in auditioning for a performance for the Golden Night. I don't know if I should, but I guess there would be no harm in trying. I'm gonna be the vocalist, Ju is gonna be the bassist, and the rest are Ju's friends. I don't know if I could. I don't know if I even should. Hmm.
Ahh it's a lost that we didn't take our pictures together tonight. Oh well.
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