Tears everywhere!

This is probably gonna be the last entry written while I'm laying on this bed. Ahh all the feelings and emotions are getting out of hand, everything's coming all at once! It really does feel like there's a huge hole being punched right to the core of my heart. Mixed feelings indeed! There's this side of me who just can't wait to get out of this place and have all the leisure time to myself yet there's this another part who has started to miss this place. And I haven't even left UM yet! Ahh I'm getting emotional!! Later.