Appreciate.

Shoot me dead if I'm wrong, but there's no way possible that a person has never felt like a true disgrace of himself. Well I know I have. I still haven't got over this kind of feelings yet. I am trying trust me I am, but still, there's still a little chunk of disappointment roaming through my veins.

To see people have what you don't. To see what people do what you can't. It just feels like there's nothing you can do except to sit in one corner and watch. Be a spectator of how much fun everybody is having out there. You feel so helpless, you started crying and crying, wishing for a miracle to happen. There would even be a point where you would start blaming fate and life for giving you such ache, prolonged dull pain.

For me it is okay to be sad. What's not okay is to stay sad. We are given feelings and emotions. We have our ups and downs junctures. When that bitchy part of life hits you hard, be sad, that's okay. But heyy champ, the battle is still ongoing. Don't give up just yet. Remember, there's a reason why He still lends you that little piece of soul to you. Get up. Get back straight up, stand tall on your two feet, chin up.

He writes all of our stories differently. Don't get ill-hearted seeing people being happy while you're having to live through dump. That's not how it works. Here's a tips, no matter how bad a situation may seems, be grateful. If He takes away something from you, be grateful He lent it to you for a little while. If He doesn't give what you want, be grateful that He gives everything He knows you need. If He doesn't write your story the way you imagined, be grateful that He is willing to write yours His way. At the end of the day, you know everything comes from Him and would always return to where they come from. Be grateful.

This would simply be a post to remind myself to always appreciate what He has served me with for all this time. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

Keep on shining precious. Do good, be good, and you're gonna feel good. InsyaAllah. Remember the beautiful Jannah, keep going. See ya :)