Happy birthday!

So yeah. It's a dear friend's birthday. Not really sure if I'm still a friend of his though, but he is still mine. My friend, I mean. Decided to send him a text message despite the inner fights within myself.

Salam. Hi happy birthday :D hrp2 this message reaches you as you might have changed phone number. Haven't been in contact for quite a while kan. I pray for may Allah blesses you with His mercy, protection and guidance. Happy 19th birthday. Have a blast! Take care. Salam :)

And....he replied!

Thank you.. I pray for the best.. To us all.. Take care now.. Wasalam..

There was a part of me that was quite happy that he replied. But most of myself was not. Now I'm having all this rubbish thoughts in my head. It is irrevocably loud in here! Maybe he still is pissed at me. Maybe this. Maybe that. Sheesh I know I shouldn't be thinking too much about it but you know that helpless feeling? I just can't help it. Whatever ya whatever. Just ought he know that I haven't forget and left a friend behind. If he still is mad at me or whatever now that should be his problem and not mine. Yep exactly. Now, time to iron school uniforms. Until next time.