Depressed.

Just another random post cause I'm bored. Truth to be told, I'm starting to lose all senses of doing anything. From writing, to knowing, to waking, to anything really. I don't really bother to know what day it is, I don't really bother to know what's happening out there, I don't really bother to know about anything. This is totally one of those moments where I swear I would be most contented if I was sent to a place where I'd meet no one I know, a getaway. I feel like sinking to the core of the earth and never get out. I feel useless and helpless and hopeless and all the possible -less you could ever think of.

I know I sounded very much like an ungrateful piece of ish, and I have nothing to say in my defense. It's not that things are not going as smooth as my plan is, cause I don't really have a plan, na'ah. Besides, there are a lot of other unfortunate things that's happening to others but they still manage to cope with it. So yeah I have absolutely no reason to be this depressed. Did I just say write depressed? I am?

I want to travel. That would probably get my mind off things for a while. Thing is, I don't have the money. I literally don't have anything that could make that dream of mine come true. So yeah. I am depressed, and I have nothing to do to deal with it. Bye.