Douchebag I am.

I am that type of douchebag friend who doesn't bother to talk to her friends for weeks or months, but, I still do care. I know I have been having this 'problem' since forever. I barely talk to old friends. Worse, old best friends. There are few that I barely talk to, there are few that I never really see anymore, and there are few that I never really talk to. I mean sometimes I see them on Twitter or Facebook, opened their profiles and look at how they are doing, but don't really bother to say hi. I'm a total jerk when it comes to this.

I have stumbled upon few friends in the real world out there. And still, as a jerk I am, I said hi back smiled and waved and shook hands and....nothing! I did absolutely nothing. So maybe I did ask of how their lives are and whatnot, but then that was it. I didn't really bother to stay keeping in touch or whatever I was supposed to do.

I feel terrible about this, I really do. And so, dear friends, I am terribly sorry for being a jerk. But I just want all of you to know that it may seems like I don't care or perhaps it's like I have even forgotten about you, but truth is, I don't. Alhamdulillah for a quite strong memory Allah gives me, I can remember each and everyone who has entered my life pretty well. I still do care about how my friends are doing and such. So yeah.

Will be writing more soon. Later.