Just thought of writing one embarrassing event I have encountered (not so) recently. Well, it wasn't really that embarrassing actually. There weren't much people around, and it was only me who felt malu and segan and ahh you'll understand once you read this. I think...
It had something to do with this little crush I had (or still do have) on a guy back in PASUM. We were in the same lecture. I didn't quite remember the first time we met. But I do know that I have actually set my heart on him the first time I saw him.
He has this honest chest-tightening heart-warming pair of beautiful eyes that could get dinosaur butterflies in my stomach, the kind of eyes that could be looked into and get me feeling lost. Look at me with the exasperating exaggeration. I must be in love!
Actually, naah. I wouldn't call it love. It's like a major crush, or I'd like to call it a major celebrity crush (cause he looks like he could get all Malay male actors to gulung tikar haha) . To me at least. Eh, enough with the adoration okay okay.
So, I actually had challenged myself to talk to him on the last day of PASUM and told the girls. Like, the last day, right after English paper. Well, we have never talked, so that shall explain the challenge. Why did I challenge myself? Because I have always jokingly told them that I have moved on, when I obviously haven't. Now that I've written it down, it doesn't sound so related in the first place. But whatever, I had a challenge to accept.
On the last day, I saw him outside of the exam building. But the girls weren't there with me so it would probably be a waste if I say hi to him, without them witnessing it. I let it off and felt the slight gush of disappointment. But life goes on, what the heck right.
I had an entrance exam the next day along with other hundreds applicants. And he was also there yeay! Hahaha. When the exam was over, we were supposed to leave the hall according to our registration number which was arranged based on our initials. This was because they were checking on the few students who took the exam without registering (or something like that). His name was quite on the bottom of the list due to his initial. And Diyana, who had me as her ride was one of those whose number weren't called and had to stay for a little while. Ah long story short, we were one of the people who leave the hall last. And so was him. Now here's the best part. I was walking towards my car when I had him walking right beside me. I was literally shouting in my head, having a little argument on doing what I did. And....
I called his name. I asked for a little help. The level of awkwardness was just unbearable but I know I would regret it if I let this chance pass. And yeah. Told him I was challenged by my friends who apparently was one of his, to take a picture with him. Yes I did. And much credits to Diyana for snapping the picture of us and voila!
It has been almost two weeks I think, but I still love to actually look into the picture. I am such a sucker for love aren't I. Gila. Hahaha.
Now now. No I will not be posting the picture here as that will only reveal who he is. So yeah, that was the most recent insane thing I have done, which was also embarrassing. And fun altogether. It's just feels good to be stepping out of your comfort zone once in a while you know. Try it! You never know what's waiting for yah!
Ahh have to go iron the kids' school uniforms. Later alligator :)
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