Grateful.

At the age of 18, I have to admit almost every girl I met are whining about their weight and so forth. I was not really one of them since people keep on telling me how slim I look and whatnot. I am so not trying to brag, but that is what they told me when I said completely nothing. I was absolutely lost when a person who is much more petite than me admitting being fat. I still am lost. Just, what are their definition of beautiful? Do not tell me that that nothing-but-bones-under-the-skin look is beautiful oh my goodness! Are you people blind? Why would anyone starve themselves to death to just look good? You might actually die before you get that 'perfect' look for god sake.

Just look at me being emotional over nothing. Ridiculously absurd. It's just that I don't get it. You say you have thighs full of fats and a very balloony (a word I just made up with balloon as the root word lol!) belly when all I can see is a perfect human being. I mean look at it this way. At least you have thighs! There are people out there who were born without limbs. Be grateful.

P.s. I haven't gain much weight since I was 16. But I can tell that I am getting chubbier. I wanna lost some fats but I still am okay if I am full of 'em.