I don't know if this is correct, but my definition of crush is when I find someone very much attractive that I wouldn't get bored to stare at his face all day long. Creepy much? Ya I thought so too.
Anis Najwa tweeted something about how remarkable it would be if our crush is actually our soulmate. I have something in mind about this. Not that I would like to debate on such thought though.
Well, I don't think it would be great if our crush is actually our soulmate. There's nothing wrong with that, especially when Allah has written such. What I'm trying to say is that, I look at crushes as crushes only, and nothing more.
I have had a crush on this one boy for a very long time, say, I held it in for at least a year. And then we became friends, I thought the crush went away, but naah, it decided to become love. Eww much, I know.
But heyy, I was like what, 13? 14? 17? To be thinking about such serious matter at such age, in this millennium is not really a great idea. Gee, cliche cliche matter.
If there is one thing I learned from what happened is that I should never confess to a crush, if I have any, because it might turn out badly. Maybe it would turn out great, but I have to say I'm letting the time to tell. I won't act nor react, time will tell. I really prefer admiring bunch of guys I find cute from a distance away.
Until then :)
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