Maybe I shouldn't have such thought, but I am not really targeting a 4.00. I mean I know, 'shoot for the moon even if you miss, you might land among the stars', but with this much effort and capability I know myself of, I don't think I should aim for such. It's not that I can't, but maybe I just don't want to.
I have this one mad thought that I might lose it after getting the perfect four flat, you know. The expectations from surroundings? Oh no I think I'll pass.
I am not writing this to make any party feel bad, but this is just a thought of mine. After SPM, I don't really believe in the power of beautiful straight As. Not even straight A+s. Well of course it is a bonus for those who achieved such. These people are so very amazing, that they have worked their bones off, but that doesn't mean those who don't get straight As are not as amazing.
Rezeki. Blessings. Everything is in His hand. He has written everything so wonderfully perfect. I don't see why I need to be worried about things that are not in my control. Like Aiman Aizan, a blogger and vlogger has said before, we can't control the results, but we can control our efforts. And I've heard somewhere that the strength of effort is the measure of the results. So, yeah.
Allah is fair. Allah is just. Till we meet again.
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