Future.

I wanna do medic for the wide field and various choices I'll have afterwards.  But I'm afraid I have doubts that would be complete disturbance since this is not an easy course to be taking for granted.

I wanna do pharmacy for the business I can make later but I am a no go with laboratories stuff that I'm afraid it'll suck my way out when I do my degree.

I wanna do psychology for the interesting part of examining people's behaviour and so on but I'm afraid I won't suit to do so.

I wanna do science for the explorations but I'm afraid I hate labs!

I wanna do maths for it is the one subject I can tolerate with but to be stuck with it my whole life does not look pretty.

What do I want?

I want to help people.
I want to contribute to the society.
I want to distinguish the third mind class.
I want to bring back the value of humanity in our days.
I want to stop wars.
I want to help.

Once I told Kaklang that I would like to be a volunteer. I don't know why but I just feel like it.

Some people would then ask of why I would bother to study my pants off then leave everything and go away. Well, Allah tells us to learn. To seek for knowledge. And He also tells to help people as we live to help one another. Don't we?

This would then bring me back to the topic of 'WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIVING?'

Isn't the answer is to worship Allah?