Here it comes again.

I still can't. Searching through the web, looking for holes of chances to study abroad. And there goes the hope. Vanished. POOF!

To become this hopeless and know that you'll never get a chance, I can't handle this.

Allah is here, Allah is here, Allah is here. Rasulullah SAW surely wouldn't wanna see me give up. I'll keep on praying. O Allah, control my heart and its desire. You know best You know best You know best.

This is like form 1 all over again. This is like form 4 all over again.

Things that might seems to be the best in humans' eyes may not be in Allah's.

Keep praying.