Was scrolling through Tumblr dashboard when these words actually struck straight through my heart, right to the core. "So, if you actually count the words of zikrullah and the swears you've muttered today, which is winning?"
Naudzubillah. What have I become. Why did I let myself to let people influence my words. Why did I let the filthy whispers of syaitan win. Alhamdulillah for this opportunity Allah is giving me. Thank you Allah for opening my eyes once again.
I am now considering myself to be in the second phase of moving on from nasty useless craps as ignoring them is the first. Istiqamah, steadfastness is all I need. And to gain it all I need now is permission from Allah Subhanahu WaTa'ala. InsyaAllah.
Bye :)

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