PASUM.

And that was the last lecture for PASUM 2012/13 session. People are tearing up everywhere while the heartless me is currently...umm..can't wait for this whole thing to really be over.

I know I'm gonna miss this place once and forever, but life goes on I suppose? I don't know, they say cherish the moments while it still lasts. But I didn't. I barely did.

Perhaps I am just that scared that I might love this place too much if I really open up to it. Maybe. Ahh this is depressing. But heyy, I'd rather show this kind of disinterest instead of faking my emotions you see.

I don't want to devote myself into something that is not permanent. Things which I am very sure it would end one day. I'm scared. I'm playing it safe, I know.

Every single soul I met here in PASUM is beautiful. I would want to say there is one exception, but I am still very sure that he has some values inside of him. Which no one notices...I think. PASUM has taught me a lot. From all sorts of possible channels.

May Allah rain upon us all His blessings and guidance. Stay safe, stay awesome PASUM people. Love.