Jolly.

So I am actually excited to be entering a new phase of life soon. Sometimes I imagined some other people to be in my shoes, and how they would react if they got this offer. This refers to getting the medical imaging course instead of medicine. I think I was supposed to feel discontented and full of regrets and perhaps a bit shameful, or I don't know, but you get what I mean. Surprisingly, I don't really feel any of those.

Perhaps first, because I didn't put too much hope into getting anything in particular. I was joyful to accept this offer because now I have a clear vision on how my future would (insyaAllah) look like. I am no longer sitting in this one dark corner where I have absolutely no idea of who I'm going to be. And for this, I thank Allah.

Secondly, because it was given to me by The best planner of all. What else is there to be worried about? He has shown me the path, it is now up to me to walk properly, or to crawl, run or to never even try to open my eyes to see the road in front of me.

Third, because I'm seeing the lights of me furthering my studies in the UK later! It is dim, but it's there! It is totally there. I will work this one out real hard that's a vow. I think I need to write this vow down onto a piece of paper and paste it everywhere. InsyaAllah, there's still hope.

Good things happen when you get your priorities straight -Scott Caan

"Verily, Allah! With Him (Alone) is the knowledge of the Hour, He sends down the rain, and knows that which is in the wombs. No person knows what he will earn tomorrow, and no person knows in what land he will die. Verily, Allah is All-Knower, All-Aware (of things)." (31:34)

I have plans of my own. But I put His plans beyond mine. And that is how you bypass heartbreaks. If Allah wills.

Alhamdulillah.