The accident.

So.....I still haven't written about what happened that night. The accident I had. It was extremely traumatizing I don't want to recall any of it. But a promise is a promise. I said I'd write about it, so I will.

Ahh i am so not in the mood of writing the whole thing, so let's just get straight to the point where my car got hit by a bus. A bus! It was only a little part of the back of the car, but yeah, it was a bus that hit my car! It was totally my fault which I wouldn't want to bring up. Reckless. It was all because I was quite enraged when the car behind mine flashed his/her high beam light. I then swore and used an inappropriate word. And the next thing I knew was that Marsya was screaming because she had the bus right next to her face! I was so so so careless. I couldn't forgive myself.

I am terribly sorry to Sab and Marsya for what happened. I then accelerated and hid somewhere, aghast. I won't really describe it as hit-and-run, cause it was more like get hit-then-run. It was horrendous. Allah knows how afraid we were. What happened after that, I wouldn't want to remember. I was a fool, being stupid. And I truly regret everything I did that night.

So that was it. Such a horrific experience. Alhamdulillah for none of us get hurt. And I know I should take real good care of words I mutter. Na'uzubillah, thank you Allah for giving me this lesson.

Tomorrow is a public holiday. Maulidul rasul. The birthday of our beloved Nabi Muhammad sallallahu alaihi wasalam. Let's raise our number of selawat insyaAllah. Sallallah ala Muhammad Sallallah alai wasalam

Until then :)

*edit : it was only a little dent created thank Allah. The impact it had on me was tremendous though. I deserve this.