Lust. This one damn thing that would horrifyingly turn an angel into such demon. I couldn't bare watching the people I love to actually drag themselves down to hell. Intentionally. And though they knew what they're doing is wrong, they still do it anyway. It's just.. And the fact that you can't do anything to bring them back up, it sucks big time.
Or maybe there are ways to stopping them. And maybe I just don't dare to. I don't know. Maybe one day I'll confront him and tell him what's been lingering in this mind of mine. I feel terrible for not doing anything. I feel like such a coward. Like a fool. I mean I want to, but I don't.
Ya Allah, help me through this. It is only You who knows if there still is the young pure him inside the current him. Ya Allah, lead him back to the real path. I miss the him who would tell me stories about how he is amazed by Your ways of showing him lights. Amin.
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