I love everything about this quote. I love how shes not allowing anything to drag her down. I love how she blossoms beyond all the pain. I love how she doesn't have to fake her laughs and cries herself to bed. I love how powerful she is. I love how her smiles are lighting the whole town up. I'd love to be her.
It has been only around one month of me not going back home but the homesickness this time is so bad I think my emotions are all here and there because of it. I feel like crying every. Single. Night. And being the person who have been needing a trigger to get a tear out, it sure has been super easy how I could tear up by just listening to Christina Aguilera's Reflection...? I know right so weird lol I don't even understand myself right now.
All I know is that I just need to come home and declutter all the messy thoughts inside this little brain of mine. I need to find my reset button which I'm positive is back at home. I am literally starting to suffocate being here.
Oh well I got class at 8.30 am and I'm still with my emotions now at 2 in the morning lol. I hope I won't show too much of my indifference in class tomorrow. Guess that's all for now bye <3
P.s. OMG I ACCIDENTALLY PUBLISHED THIS EXACT POST ON MY BATCH'S BLOG WHICH IS MAJOR SELF-HUMILIATION HAHAHAHA HOPING NO ONE READS BLOGS ANYMOREEEEEEE
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