Yeay new year!

2015 is coming to its end wow so fast aa! So here's a summary of my 2015 (according to my planner because honestly I can remember only small amount of everything).

January
Started this year with few final exam papers during my third semester. Had a blissful picnic with dearest housemates aka classmates! And after that my planner is just, blank. I remember spending most of my semester break in Johor Bahru with Kaklong as Abanglong went to his university to sit for his exam.

February
Still in Johor Bahru. My birthday. That's all, nothing interesting really lol.

March
Started my practical in Hospital Muar! First few awkward weeks but it got better from there. I think I have covered about this enough in my previous post regarding my practical days hehe.

 

April
Still in the radiology department running around doing works *cough* pretending to be busy *cough* filling up my logbook and yadda yadda. Boring stuff ikr #mylifeisplainboring

May
Ibu's commencement ceremony. Penang trip with Qim and Syida.

 

 

June
Ended my practical yeayyy! Holidayyyyy

July
MY PLANNER IS EMPTY hahahahahaha. Let's just I say I slept for the whole entire month

Oh wait! It was raya lah hahaha. Best raya since everyone was home <3

  

 

August
Ohhhh I think this month was the highlight of my 2015 because two big events occured. INTEL - Interaksi Bersama Alumni at school, half of my Machinant siblings came supporting the programme which was truly heartwarming *hugs each and everyone of you virtually bcs haram to hug boys lol*
Annnnnnnnnnd! The most grown up thing I have ever done so far, I went on a trip which includes a flight out of Malaysia without my parents. Yaaaaa I haven't blogged about this because I am just too lazy to even think of what to write, my bad :/ But yaa I went to Seoul with my little sister for 5 days and 4 nights. My first big trip ever, and there were so many things for me to improve. Definitely planning for more insyaAllah :D

September
Started my third year in college. Had our student body dinner. And the journey continues with endless tests. Ibu went for hajj.

 

October
Ibu came home as hajjah alhamdulillah <3 Ipoh trip :) And of course, more tests and assignments and presentations...

 

November
Started the month with catch up sessions with the girls I hold dearly in my heart. Marsya, Sab and Ju from PASUM, and Arin and Mia. Had my eyes checked up and discovering that the diameter of my black eye (I am so sorry for not knowing the scientific or proper name of it haha) is pretty small. Annnnnnd, being a bridesmaid for ever loving friend, Shera :D

See that angel at the back yaaaa :p

December

More tests and I think that's about it hahaha. Oh wait! I donated blood for the first time early this month and got pretty sick afterwards, but it was so worth it nonetheless. I hope my blood could do some good. And how can I forgot that I got a niece earlier this month. Raisha Natrah, the first ever princess in the family,
she'll be expecting lots and lots of manja from her aunties hehehe.

During Raisha's aqiqah day. Abang told us not to disclose her face yet until the confinement period is over, so :)

 So yaa, I mostly enjoyed my 2015, being 21 years old. I don't know anymore if there was anything bad that happened to me this year, but even if there were, I think I have removed it from my brain's memory storage haha. Although I can say that I learned a lot of things. I can see myself slowly transitioning into an adult now which is pretty cool and scary both at the same time. But I can still feel the child in me is still dominating so yaaaaaa :p

What do I expect in 2016?
Let's see.

Number one, I shall slow down in my social media activities (I think I said this every year but I kinda betrayed myself on it EVERY.YEAR. #hugedisappointment ). I mean some part of Twitter is getting more and more ridiculous as more fitnah are spreading like wildfire every single minute. I have been battling with myself on deactivating my account, but it is also one of my ultimate source for news and latest updates so I couldn't really bring myself to do so. Let's just start to tone down my involvement in this things.

Number two, this is going to be funny, but I want to do vlog! I have been getting lazier than ever to write nowadays (as mush as I am lazy to read), so I thought why not give recording videos a shot haha. But I will probably keep it very low, no one would know I exist (make all videos set to private!!)

Number three, sharpen my cooking skill. I think my ultimate achievement this year was Ayam masak lemak cili api, so let's not stop there :D

Number four, to freaking score my remaining semesters and apply for masters study in the UK! Well maybe the application will be done in 2017, but I shall get even more serious in finding what I am going to further in, please pray for my path to be easy, amin thank you!

Number five, further improve my inner self. To be a better slave, daughter, sister, friend, and just a better person as a whole. To stop putting world as a priority. To stop having negative thoughts on anything or anyone. To inspire. To make people carve smiles on their faces. To do things Ibu and Ayah would be proud of. To think lesser of myself, and more of other people. To become a Muslim agent who shows how Muslims truly are. And of course, to find the love of my life be so happy that when others look at me they'd become happy too <333

Wow long post eyy hahaha you see? When I am not in the mood to write, nothing comes out of this little brain of mine. But when I do, I can't stop! I guess I'll be writing again soon. Or later. I am not putting any hope on myself cause I am that hopeless lol.

Happy new year everybody! Have a good one with your loved ones <3