Gratitude.

Happy 21st birthday, dear body. Thank you for never failing on me. Thank you dear heart, for not even a second you have stopped pumping. Thank you veins and arteries, for continuously transporting blood back and forth inside my body. Thank you dear skin, for keeping all my organs safe from any harm. Thank you bones, for being so strong, standing and protecting all the other organs. Thank you dear all organs, for allowing my soul to still stay alive. Thank you, for never failing on me.

Dear body, I'm sorry for sometimes I neglect the care that you deserve. I'm sorry skin, for sometimes I feel ashamed of your colour. For sometimes I forget that I should rather be thankful to you that with this colour I am less prone to getting cancer. I'm sorry heart, for sometimes I eat too many fats and never working out afterwards to keep you healthy. I'm sorry bones, for sometimes I intentionally punch the walls when rage took over my soul. I'm sorry mouth, for sometimes I do not take good care of you and use you the wrong way instead with curses and baseless gossips. I'm sorry eyes, for sometimes I let you see things you shouldn't. I'm sorry thighs, for sometimes I hate you for being so fat when I should actually be thanking you for how you are that you don't let me to show the world of your true shape by wearing skinny jeans. I'm sorry, dear organs, for sometimes I do not think of you and hurt you in any way. Forgive me dear organs, for sometimes I neglect the care that you deserve. 

Thank you Allah, all praises to You, Allah, for still allowing my body to function as how it should be. Thank you Allah for allowing my soul to still be able to live. 

Thank you Ibu, thank you Ayah, for keeping me still very alive from day one when I was just as big as an atom, to the complete system of a human body aged 21 years old I am today. Thank you. 

Thank you people who have come, whether you are gone or still here, thank you for have been a character in my story. Thank you. 

All praises to Allah, for allowing all of these to happen. Thank you Allah.