Imaan.

There are times when we ourselves can feel our imaan becomes powerful. And there are also times when we can feel it weakening. Sometimes with our conscience or sometimes without.

There are times when friends or family would promote and invite you to religious short courses or talk, etc. There are times when you don't feel like going. Don't get me wrong, it's not like you dislike hearing or watching them. In fact mashaAllah you love it. 

There are times when you would open tabs of Youtubes, watching from one talk to another. You love the feeling when listening to the ustaz and ustazah, the daie. How their words move you.

But sometimes, at times you don't feel like going to a talk. Sometimes you think, 'I'm not ready yet'. While some other times you think you'll let it pass this time, but you'll attend to it another time. 

Constant reminder. Something we all need. At all times. 

Oh Allah, guide us and show us to the right path. Al-Fatihah (read tha translations as well)