Just, tired.

Today, by far, has been the most tiresome, exasperating day since my holiday started. It's 5 in the morning, haven't yet sleep, like almost every normal night, but tonight was surely an exception for anything near normality. My energies literally just drained out till there's no more left. Exactly like Blackberry's irritating battery life.

So why aren't I in bed already since I am so tired? I already am in bed. But this stupid pesticides are everywhere, which obviously is not helping at all. I am honestly so tired that it could actually left me crying. For no reason. I guess even my emotions were hurdled like a hurricane.

Maybe it was out of disappointment. I wasn't at all having fun with any of the errands I ran today. I was disappointed in myself. For being so weak, and flimsy, and sluggish. Ya Allah, please get these bad bad feelings away from me, amin.

Pretty sure I'm gonna pass out real bad when the sun rises tomorrow. I need to keep my eyes open until Subuh prayer though. InsyaAllah.