No!

I believe almost everybody has this one problem. The problem of saying no. Most of us would actually be reluctant to mutter the word no because to disappoint people won't be giving us any good feelings. In fact it'll make us feel worse than ever.

I had to do this one thing that I don't want to as in lending something that I myself borrowed from a person to another person. And because that person is someone related to me and the person who lent the thing to me, I thought it'll be okay to lend him the thing. But then I felt this rush inside of me. I felt guilty. I should've asked for permission first.

Talked to Ibu just now. I thought of keeping it a secret in the first place, but I think it'll bring me no good especially if she gets to know about it from anyone else. Told her every single thing and alhamdulillah she didn't get mad at all. Thank you thank you Allah for such mother. I couldn't have asked for anyone better. Alhamdulillah. Ahh cry cry cry. I love Ibu. I miss you Ibu.

Sedih.

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